i thought i am safe from april.

i thought i had successfully survived april.

but i was wrong.

april kicked me down hard from a plane.

leaving me floating in the air.

waiting for that moment to come.

i thought everything had just ended.

but i was wrong.

it is just the beginning......

I am not myself lately.

Lost again..

but will never give up and still that strong..

Sigh~

Assignments, test, more assignments, more test.. YAY!

Then no more assignments! Here comes~~~~~ Group Assignment!! @#$%!!!

This is uni life.

Usually, the start of semester, free like soh hai..

Mid of semester, boleh tahan..

End of semester, busy like soh hai..

Exam is around the corner.

And I am not at all prepared.. Don't have the mood to study.. How?

Sitting there looking at my books..

Brain and thoughts, elsewhere!

And guess what?

It's April again! Well, I am not sure whether this happens to others or not..

But for me, it is definitely a taboo..

Every year, every April.

Shits gonna hit my face hard until I have to crawl back up from ground 0.

Those who know more about me, you'll know what happened in each Aprils..

This year, guess what?

A very close childhood friend of mine passed away.

:'( Franco Tan, may you rest in peace.. God Bless..

Leukemia. Sigh.. After around 6 years of war with cancer, he lost..

You will always be there.. Deep down in my memory..

Cycle together, throw stones and pebbles..

Chasing.. Tags.. Ice and Fire..

Gaming.. Red Faction (your favorite!)..

Gasing.. Tamya.. etc etc etc..

Miss you hell lots..

but it's impossible to turn time back..

A lesson to all, appreciate please...

Appreciate what you have now..

Even if things are like shits, put a smile on that cute face..

I know it's hard. Coz I am now in a shit pool struggling for breath.

but still, I can manage a smile..

*I hate it very much when I keep telling people to cheer up and yet.. I am the one who is sad like shit.

Well, guess what? I am seriously sad now..

Hmm.. Maybe it is a sign of a seriously good and happy thing coming up.. Yay!

Aunt bought tickets to kitaro this coming saturday..

Too bad I am not really in the mood for concerts..

Am rushing an assignment now.. Due in two weeks time.. but... the earlier the better.. So.... yeah.

ps. Hey Terence Tan.. Thing changes but life goes on.. Move on! Stay strong.. Slap your face.. Wake up.. Exams are not the end of the world and love aren't everything..

接下来漫长的路程..
不会再一个人度过..

感觉..
幸福..


Am in TCR aka Computer Lab now..
Forgot to bring along my pendrive so will not be posting any pictures..

Things are less smooth these few weeks..
Assignments start coming in, hard chapters as well..
And the worst thing, my old pal, insomnia X.x

Sleep at 2-3am everyday.. Always ended up with a pretty bad headache the next morning..
Which seriously ruined everything for that day..

One more thing is that.
Friends and social life here is getting better.. hopefully..
Know more people.. but i don't think i'm gonna be overly active..
One is to avoid unnecessary stress..
another is just to keep low profile..

had just played squash for the 1st time of my life!
Felt great! Squash is far more easier than tennis though.
Tennis are like pick up balls rather than hitting balls .__.

Hmm.. Nothing much to say for now..
will update again.. hopefully, soon..


Just to those who are interested in knowing what am I learning for now,

This is Structure and Materials 1. (one of the six modules)


Mohr's Circle
http://www.ecourses.ou.edu/cgi-bin/ebook.cgi?doc&topic=me&chap_sec=07.3&page=case_sol


ps. This is just the beginning..

University Lifestyle..

Am now back in Aunt's House in USJ.

Well, Uni life is pretty amazing.

Totally different from Primary and Secondary.

Lecturers don't give a damn to you even if you want to do shit in the class.

Lecture class is so big in numbers that people don't give a damn to other gangs.

Hmm.. What else..

Oh.. Somedays where you only have 2 classes for the whole day.. or even none.

Activities.. I mean seriously... TONS! of activities..

Table tennis ladder league.

Badminton Competition.

Singing audition.

K pop competition

Scrabble competitioin.

Shisha Party - wth?!

Clubbing night..

Kick boxing lessons..

Japanese / korea language class..

Etc etc etc..

For active people like me, I was like wahhhhhhhh... Nice!

But then you wont have time to join all of it for sure..

but then my friends.. or can say my "gang" are the less active type..

More on crouching at home reading books to get along with the weekend instead of running around in the campus socializing..

Before that..

My "gang"

a total of 6 person including me.

We are hmm.. Pretty evenly classified? Ahaha..

2 21 years old,

2 20 years old,

2 19 years old.

21 is because they did Stpm, then only come in for year one.

As for 20, both of them did UEC in Batu Pahat, Johor, same school.

These two are Godlike. Both very hardworking and talented @.@

While another 19 one is also from UEC, also Johor. But from Muar. and also, very hardworking and talented.

Seems like UEC is pretty strong..

But 3 of these friends of mine they have a serious problem though,

the syllabus for UEC in their school is in Chinese..

Which means even Chinese is used in the periodic table for Chemistry.. Full of yucky words..

Get my point? Yuckss... But they say our english one is Sooo yucky.. .__.

well to make things shorter,

My unit, living room..

Toilet

Bedroom and my study table
Bedroom
Closet? lol.
Foods that aunt brought me for my first day
Foods.
Maggie @.@ Sooo many.

New bottle

New bag
Ban Mee.. First Cafeteria food that i ate.. No pork = not that tasty..
Argh.. Sowie.. it fall off and i had to tie it back.. lost one piece.. .__.

Well i suppose that's it for now..

;]

ps. Things are different now..