Hey guys..

Guess what?

i'm 18 and a month years old..

damn it.

well, i don't think much people keep track of their monthly birthday.

but somehow, i think that it's quite important to me, as in it reminds you that time flies, and you must appreciate every moment before you're another year older.

well..

the final exam is just two days aways from now. if you consider the midnight time, it'll be one day.

can't wait for it to finish and start my new life.

part of me pulls back, but part of me, half hoping to let go of everything, start a new life in a different place, with totally different people.

half worried, half excited.

Oh..

something that i had not mention about..

I HAD A NEW PHONE!!!!

well, got it on the 10th day of the 10th month of 2010. Cool aye?

Hahahaa.

it's Satio, Sony Ericsson. Am loving it hell much.

save me the trouble to bring along another bulky camera. =D

but sometimes, i do still miss my s500i, with the cool cracked key pads.

hah!

hmm..

i'm currently a bit mentally unstable, emotionally unstable as well..

physically, i'm not too sure.. but pray hard i'm not going sideways..

well. that's about it.

next post should be quite awhile.

unless i'm really got pissed by my subjects.

which i think i will..

shit.

i'm a bit not me..

ps. in case you are wondering why do i take long bath in the late night,

most of the times, i feel cold during the middle of the night,

feeling empty and lost.

a hot and refreshing bath seriously gives me back that warmth that i had barely felt this few months.

At the same time, half hoping that the water will carries my miseries away, down the drain and far far away from me..

Am I Terence Tan? Idk..

我从没消失过，你好好想想，是谁先退步.

Something i seriously need, a hug and a pat on my back. =(

Terence Tan, Don't worry, be happy!

Here is a little song I wrote
You might want to sing it note for note
Don't worry be happy
In every life we have some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don't worry, be happy......

Ain't got no place to lay your head
Somebody came and took your bed
Don't worry, be happy
The land lord say your rent is late
He may have to litigate
Don't worry, be happy
Lood at me I am happy
Don't worry, be happy
Here I give you my phone number
When you worry call me
I make you happy
Don't worry, be happy
Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
Ain't got not girl to make you smile
But don't worry be happy
Cause when you worry
Your face will frown
And that will bring everybody down
So don't worry, be happy (now).....

There is this little song I wrote
I hope you learn it note for note
Like good little children
Don't worry, be happy
Listen to what I say
In your life expect some trouble
But when you worry
You make it double
Don't worry, be happy......
Don't worry don't do it, be happy
Put a smile on your face
Don't bring everybody down like this
Don't worry, it will soon past
Whatever it is
Don't worry, be happy

"Hey hey.. Take a look at that wishing star!!"

Wow! it's flying towards me! Better make a wish now..

WTF? It's raining shits.

Yes..

it is raining shits in my world now ==

Damn it.

Hate it when shit falls from the sky and hit me.

Haiz.

Super duper stress X.x

i "accidentally" enrolled myself for piano trio exam.

I didn't realize it actually. ==

but i joined.

so yea. am now stuck with that. my teacher just passed me 4 pieces for trio last week.

was in total shock.

and the exam is 27th of Oct ==

and i'm actually sitting for my real exam on the 1st of Nov.

yesh!! It's the finals~~

After that it'll be bye bye Sabah, Bye bye malaysia, Hi new life..

=(

i'm those who need friends to survive.

what if i'd no friends over there? what will i become? T.T

Emo king =X

Shiat mann!

So practicing the trio pieces is one part.

the worst part is we have to produce a folio type program notes. wtf. and have to decorate it nicely as it cost us 6 marks for that.

Tuuuuuut. i hate these kind of exams.

especially it's in such a crucial time. X.x

besides that,

i'm also busying with this extra project.

actually it's supposed to be known as the missed-out-project.

yeap. madam emily, our chemistry lecturer didn't knew that we have to do something like what i'm doing now.

until the australia board send a check list for them to send our projects our. then she realize we missed out one.

and we ended up rushing it overnight.

T.T

Horrible mann. but can't blame her as well. as it's her first year teaching this course.

and argh! if you know how to do something, try your best not to offer help unless you're super duper free =.=

lesson learnt.

i'm not super duper free and they know i know how to design stuff using computer techno.

so my teacher call me to design a page layout for school magazine for music club. damn man. damn it...

oh well..

they're many shit as well.

but i think i'll let them to my diary.

oh yea. i started writing diaries now.

as there are stuff that i don't want to reveal in public but really hope to share it with someone quiet.

thanks lum for the idea ;]

Hah!

till now i suppose..

ps. Terence Tan must not fall again!!!

你还好吗?

最近,

给我的感觉,

都很冷淡.

担心.

真的不明白..

ps. 超爱