Don't know why..

Sometimes..

i feel like cutting myself with a knife..
punching people in the face HARD..
shouting out loud..
and other..

i'm seriously overstressed...

Need help babeh~

T.T

help.. help.. help..
Tolong.. 救命
gao meng..
giu miang..


sometimes i used to think..

What if..

i die tomorrow?

will it be cool?


What would i do if i'm told that today will be my last day?

- Let the one i love know that i love them.
- Let those who love me know that i love them too..
- Punch hard in the face of those who hated me and tell them i'll haunt them forever..
- Forgive those who hated me..
- Make sure i have no enemies.. which i do not have one now..
- Kiss my lover..
- Eat..
- Enjoy Life..

If i'm given a chance to do whatever i want..
I wanted to go back time to change things up..

so i wont end up like now...
=)


The feeling of being hated when you did nothing wrong sucks to hell..
I Never Wanted To Forget The One I Love but I Always Hope To Forget Those Who Hated Me.. =)





My current motto..

Dream as if you have forever. Live as if you only have today....

Appreciation is what i gonna say..

Never ever be regret..
Think before you act..
Appreciate what is given and what is Obtained..

Here's a nice song..



薛：我们都有看不开的时候
　　总有冷落自己的举动
　　但是我一定会提醒自己
　　如果还有明天
信：我们都有伤心的时候
　　总不在乎这种感受
　　但是我要把握每次感动
　　如果还有明天
薛：如果还有明天
　　你想怎样装扮你的脸
信：如果没有明天
　　要怎么说再见 ....

(x3)[薛,信,薛+信:] 如果你看出我的迟疑
　　是不是你也想要问我
　　究竟有多少事还没做
　　如果还有明天
薛：如果真的还能够有明天
　　是否能把事情都做完
　　是否一切也将云消烟散
　　如果没有明天　　　　　如果还有明天
　　你想怎样装扮你的脸
　　如果没有明天
　　要怎么说再见 ....


柯：1990的秋天 演完最后一场 生老病死的对话 送来新的希望
　　下雨了下雨了 那是你的眼泪吗 将我淋湿可以吗 让我感受你的痛啊
　　笑我吧 不管黑夜是否太傻 笑我吧 走在边缘只剩挣扎
　　笑我吧 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 还有明天
　　1990的秋天 演完最后一场 生老病死的对话 送来新的希望
　　下雨了 那是你的眼泪吗 将我淋湿可以吗 好让我感受你的痛啊
　　笑我吧 不管黑夜是否太傻 笑我吧 走在边缘只剩挣扎
　　笑我吧 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 如果还有明天
　　是否这生命能够听的到 希望我们的梦想永远不会被忘掉
　　希望有一天 哈 哈 OH~ 哦可以再见面

p/s- i hate you...