Hey.
Everything is stressed up right now.
Yesh.
I mean Everything.

Homework.
Studies.
Test test and more test.
Relationship.
Hobby.
Committees.
etc etc etc.

Anyone fancy a trip to Bukit Padang park and climb up the hill and shout our lungs out?
Or go to the beach and shout at the sea?
If you do, let me know.

Haha.
and hell yea.
i miss my friends.
old friends i mean.

i miss Mr Lao's sampat face.
Who spent those last min study for spm time with me.

i miss Miss Chai
Who had donate her ears and time for me to talk craps and act as punchbag.

i miss Miss Kuit
who always stand by my side no matter what happens. Even after that incident.

i miss Mr Chang
who always sit beside me and sang with me when we get bored during lessons. sometimes Nana join in too =]

i miss Miss Nana
who always helped me out with my homework. the same goes to Mr chang and Miss Kuit.

i miss Mr Keele
who always helped me out too! and offer me some homemade cakes and stuff to eat during Add maths period. SHHHHHH.

i miss Miss Fiona
who had been one of my "girl" friend since form 3.

i miss Miss Doraemon
who had also stand by me since form 3.

i miss Mr Christopher
who had supported me through thousand of impossible obstacles since Form 1 and was the best and still the best.

i miss Mr Foo
who had ALSO supported me through numerous cliffs since Form 1 and was the best and STILL the best.

i miss Miss Catherine and KYY
who had also chit chat with me when i'm bored in class or when Miss Kuit, Miss Fiona, Mr Chang move away from me.

i miss Miss Siaw
who had the largest voice in class and is still. Helped out a lot during transfer of information and also helped out to arrange our Account tuition schedule.

i miss Miss Shue Yin
who also helped me out a lot of times.

i miss Miss Hui Ting Muii and Mar Mar Muii
who had accompany me when i'm bored and never fail to make me laugh =]

i miss Miss Fui Ting
who find me through text msg throughout the whole 2009 year and keep me accompany.

i miss Miss Melia
who had never fail to remind me of things and always gave good compliment to me.

i miss Miss Keay
who STILLS text msg with me until now.

i miss Mr Lawrence
who hang out with me since Primary 4.

i miss Mr Daren-sama, Gajah Lim and Chikkey
who are always laughing at the back of 5 B with a lot of "CODES" in their conversation. They still do so now! =P just that it's not at the back of the class.

i miss Miss Shirley
who was my class monitor and i think the best one ever.

i miss Mr Chau and Chee Ken
who also helped me out a lot. Especially Chee ken. Yes. i love him =] not gay love though.

i miss Miss Wong FUI YEEE. =P
you might wonder why isit in caps. it's just the slang.
who was the class monitor of 4B.

i miss the top 10 gang. Miss Queenie, Miss Wendy, Miss Wendy again, Miss Ruth, Miss Lee, Miss Mah =D
guide me through many hard question on studies. top 10 group what =P

i miss Miss Ivy
who had always been kind hearted and helped out whenever i need.

i miss Mr Edwin
who always keep the class entertained.

i miss Mr Tan
who always crack cold jokes and at least logical jokes for me and HEY. sometimes it can be Hell funny. Especially when he's cursing someone =P

i miss Mr Khung and Mr Hong
who always do the spot check projects together and get us involve. Come to think of it. Spot checking is kinda fun. =P

i miss Miss Ng
who ALSO crack super cold jokes. Super not logical unlike Tan's but it sure does brightens up your day.

i miss Miss Caren
who make me laugh and show her red face. Miss her walking sound too =D
Shkkk Shkkk Shkkkkkkkkk..

i miss Miss Li Ying
who gave me a good laugh too when she don't know or mayb act don't know about something. PIKACHU. shit cold. but i like =P

i miss Mr Wong
who is very cool. He's kind. =D

i miss Mr Ling
he never talk much though. but i still miss him =]

i miss Miss Lai
who taught me many things in academics. Great librarian too


I miss all my friends.
I miss 5 Bestari.
Seriously lot.

Any ideas when will we meet again?

I would like to thank you all for coming into my life.
Bringing beautiful colours which colour up my black and white world.

Thankyou. =D


i know it's abit awkward to say this kind of stuff after so long.
but i just don't have the chance to do so.

Tomorrow, i'm having Specialist maths test and English oral.
Gotta prepare for it.
i'm not prepared.
In fact. i don't have the mood to do so.

i felt lost.
again.
and time do not spare mercy at all.

in 15 minutes time,
it'll be February.
1st of February 2010.

Sometimes people asked me.
what do you believe after death?

what i can say about is.
I ain't scared about death.
i have nothing to loose.
but what i can do is.
i hope death is not near, not close.
i hope to make the world a peaceful one.
where people laugh and smiles all day long.
no miseries.
no sadness.
especially my love ones.
i want to do as much as i can for them.
my family, my relatives.
if you were to die before me, i will die for you if that is able to save you.
that's how love leads me to.
but of course. to the one i deeply love, who care for me, and guide me away from falls.
am i crazy? or what.


ps. I ALWAYS APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE TODAY. Not yesterday. Not Tomorrow.

It's 6 in the morning now.

My friends are all gonna skip school today..

And i'll be playing solo at school alone =[



They're all having this stupid game activities for new students..

You know laa.
It's a tradition.
Just like KKHS form 6..

Then pour water and make them run like so hai..

Yes. i'm going to be a so hai later.



I do not want to go school as well..
Who does? O.o


But they said attendance will be taken and will be considered in exam.

if your attendance is below 90% throughout the year, you will not be able to sit for exam.

Haha.

To the bright side..

HEY! i can meet more friends.!

hope my group can win then. =]