Back in KK. I am Home alas.

Merry Christmas everyone! :)

Hope you had a nice one yesterday

For me, my family went to Taiwan and so I'm alone at home.

Well, I'm Terence Tan.

So it's impossible for me to celebrate Christmas nor Christmas Eve alone at home :P

Outing with friends, movies and a lot of follow ups and updates was done.

This trip wasn't as fun though.

Thanks a lot to my Uni and their brilliant time planning,

I have my finals straight after Christmas and New Year.

Wuala! Thanks for spoiling my holidays.

Want to study but the whole world is playing.

Want to play but keep thinking of exam.

That feeling sucks.

Time seriously flies though,

not sure whether to be happy, or to be sad about it.

Sometimes I hope that I can grow up fast,

Earn my own money,

Have my own house,

Build a family with my wife etc.

But then again sometimes,

it just feels good to be young.

You don't have to worry that much!

You can do almost whatever you like :)

When a child made a mistake, it will be just "Oh it's okay. You're still young"

When an adult made a mistake, it will not be just that.

That, is adulthood.

2012 on the way,

And there goes my teen.

Turning 20 soon :'(

ps. Trying my best to focus on studies. Seriously, I tried. But...... hah.

计算着温柔陌生的多少别离
当我思念的心 泛滥的时候
看着你的样子 是你在伤心
揪心的是 我的离开
倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神 我很窒息
难道你没有看见 看见我对你的好
还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹
你说我傻 傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻 傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻 傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现
你说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻 傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现
倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神 我很窒息
难道你没有看见 看见我对你的好
还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹
你说我傻 傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻 傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻 傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现
你说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻 傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现
谁没有为爱做过傻事
继续温习我会 讽刺也无所谓
我说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
你说你傻 傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

3 more coursework, 7 days more to home

Back to blogging?

Well I'm back?

hahaha..

Hope so. :/

have some problem with my Facebook

's video recently.

No matter what video, as long as it's posted on Facebook,

it will show video unavailable.

Even when the video is posted by me!

If you have solution for this, DO COMMENT and let me know about it as I'm pretty pissed off with it.

Thanks in advance!

ps. 10 days to home!

I miss home

IU new song!

:)

You & I

Such a nice song!

Keep up the good work!

ps. 12 more days!

海枯石爛 - 電影[真愛挑日子]中文主題曲

這幾天你在那個城市天氣一定晴朗
因為你就是個太陽
有空想念我的話就上線來說晚安
讓夢裡星光燦爛

別再擔心我什麼了 別把我寵壞
只要你平安回來 就夠浪漫

這幾天沒有你在當然有些平淡孤單
但我感謝這孤單
讓我更加確定你是我缺少的那一半
完整我的那一半

不怕明天的世界 會變成怎樣
每天看見你笑臉 我就心安
不管外面的世界 想變成怎樣
我們還有我們的 小小天堂

我有你放在心上 生命就有了重量
風來也不會飄盪
一起看海枯石爛 一起等地老天荒
慢慢愛 不慌不忙

我有你守在身旁 眼睛就可以勇敢
看歲月怎麼漫長
就算真海枯石爛 就算已地老天荒
還相愛 就沒遺憾 (不遺憾)


詞: 施人誠/仔仔(Will Peng)
曲: 仔仔 (Will Peng)
製作人: 仔仔 (Will Peng)


Nice song.

5 assignments on the run @@

ps. 2 more weeks and i'm going home

那些年，我们一起追的女孩

看了这部电影后，

让我回味了那中学时幼稚的我。

时间过得真快。

人生，

真的要好好珍惜啊！

别错过了，

才来后悔。

九把刀，

谢谢你。

人生短短几十年，

现在不好好珍惜，

现在不好好过每一天，

那要等到几时才能真正享受“人生”？

在爱情这道学问，

我真的，不懂得太多。

真正爱你的人，

到底会怎么对待你？

真正爱一个人的时候，

又是得怎么去爱她呢？

我知道，我也了解，

不是每个人的表达方式都是一样的。

她表达得不一定是你要的。

但那颗心，

也因该爱得不少。

人生有时很矛盾，

矛盾得自己也迷失了方向。

或许是天秤座的关系吧。

自己都不了解自己 ，

何况是别人。

该珍惜的，

我珍惜了。

该做的，

都做了。

ps. 痛了

Great song!




without you....

Worst day in October

October is here.

Time flies as usual.

Never even slow down it's pace for us.

Coursework are coming in,

So are stresses.

Sometimes it really made me think,

what exactly is the purpose in life?

To earn money?

Form 3 teacher told me PMR is my base and foundation of my future.

Whether success or not depends on it.

Form 5 teacher told me SPM is my passport to Universities.

Can enter or not depends on it.

Pre U lecturer told me Pre U result is the bridge to Universities.

Whether the Uni accept you or not, depends on it.

Now finally, I reached University.

What else? University is a passport to life.?

then how about when i get life?

Life suckx.

Study hard

Work hard

Die hard

Once upon a time, I thought of being someone successful.

Someone big, rich and well known.

Not anymore.

What I want now, and the thing that I always see in life,

is to find happiness.

Not any other shits.

Sometimes things maybe shitty like how I am now,

but I know things are not that bad for me.

So I made a promise to myself,

Smile, whenever I have the chance to do so.

I hope you will put a smile on your face after every shits too.

谁 改变了我的世界
没有方向
没有日夜
我看着天
这一刻在想你
是否会
对我一样思念
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望着天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
你曾说我们有一个梦
等到那天我们来实现
我望着天在心中默默念
下一秒你出现在眼前
想念的心装满的都是你
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
我的日记写满的都是你的名
才发现又另一个黎明
这是我对你爱的累积

心被打碎，

再加上明天又要回到吉隆坡上学，

心情，超烂。

想到要收拾行李，

累了。

不想多说，

也没什么话可说。

男人不能流泪，

但是心，

流血了。

I'm Coming Home........ in 2 weeks time.

Dear Exam,

Can you please slaughter me fast?

Instead of bit by bit?

It's painful like that and you know it =(

Want to get all this over with and balik kampung.

Despo liao la me!

Aiyoyo...

Subjects for this semester

Hydraulics

Mechanics

Maths 2

Transport Issue

Industry and profession

Engineering Communication

Although 5 subj, but there will only be 5 papers.

Engineering Com is a practical based paper.

Where we have to produce engineering drawings, autoCads drawing and also the final bridge presentation.

Well, exam dates will be from 22-26 sept.

5 freaking day.

at least it's not one freaking month =]

Kuakakaka..

After that will be moving to a new house, of campus.

Parents and family are coming over to kl for raya/school/merdeka hols.

So will only head back to kk by 1st sept.

Come fast fast la 1st sept. Imma waiting for you. Desperately :O!

Cheers to all who are sitting for exams this few weeks.

All the best. ;]

*Just notice I only post when I'm F up.

Greetings August =]

Hey guys. Time flies and it's August now.

Bad news, end of semester soon and hence, more test, more assignments, more due dates, more stress and final exam.

@@

Good news is that there will be a 3 weeks break for me after the finals!!

Haha

And I will be moving to my new unit :D

A banglo~

But renting a room only though. xP

Can't wait to go home seriously. Hang out, Yam cha.

I wanna go beach too! Can only see beaches in Sabah. Kl..................... hard la =(

I miss the sun setting into the sea.

and also the wind breeze along the sea shore.

Walking bare foot on the sands leaving foot prints behind. Argh!

Well, stress as usual for me.

So imma kinda got used to it.

Here are some updates of what i had been doing recently.

Went to Arsenal match,

went to Jogoya,

Went KL explore, Lowyat, sungei wang, times square etc.

Notice how lousy malaysia's public transport is.

And also how scary is the jam and how bad is the air in kl.

Oh! I also bought a new bike =D!

Jogoya

Star Hill Galery

New bike!

Stadium Bukit Jalil

Arsenal!

I definitely miss home as usual ;]

ps. Few more weeks to go~

nice song.. Cant stop listening to it.

=]

Just a short update.

Currently busying with assignments, and test.

ps. Few more weeks. =]

我要回家

I want to go home.

I miss everything.

I miss the life.

I miss my family.

I miss my friends.

I miss her.

KL sucks. ='(

I want to go home and fix everything.

Put everything back to it's original place.

I want to fix every misunderstandings and every scars on your heart.

Hugging you tightly and never let go.

You are my only girl and you will be my only girl.

ps. If only I can master the skills of teleport

The Start of Something New

Hey guys.

New semester, new specs, new looks, new thoughts, new dreams, new aims, same heart.

Due to my special intake, normal people start in September 2010 while me Feb 2011,

I don't have any summer break :O

Instead, I have to stay back the whole summer to sit for my "Summer Semester"

Dang.

They have 4 months till end of September. =(

My next trip home to KK will be from 1st of September till 24th of September.

Sigh.

Am missing home badly ady.

The warmth, the food and oh! the air in KK.

KL suckx.

ps. If only I can teleport

i thought i am safe from april.

i thought i had successfully survived april.

but i was wrong.

april kicked me down hard from a plane.

leaving me floating in the air.

waiting for that moment to come.

i thought everything had just ended.

but i was wrong.

it is just the beginning......

I am not myself lately.

Lost again..

but will never give up and still that strong..

Sigh~

Assignments, test, more assignments, more test.. YAY!

Then no more assignments! Here comes~~~~~ Group Assignment!! @#$%!!!

This is uni life.

Usually, the start of semester, free like soh hai..

Mid of semester, boleh tahan..

End of semester, busy like soh hai..

Exam is around the corner.

And I am not at all prepared.. Don't have the mood to study.. How?

Sitting there looking at my books..

Brain and thoughts, elsewhere!

And guess what?

It's April again! Well, I am not sure whether this happens to others or not..

But for me, it is definitely a taboo..

Every year, every April.

Shits gonna hit my face hard until I have to crawl back up from ground 0.

Those who know more about me, you'll know what happened in each Aprils..

This year, guess what?

A very close childhood friend of mine passed away.

:'( Franco Tan, may you rest in peace.. God Bless..

Leukemia. Sigh.. After around 6 years of war with cancer, he lost..

You will always be there.. Deep down in my memory..

Cycle together, throw stones and pebbles..

Chasing.. Tags.. Ice and Fire..

Gaming.. Red Faction (your favorite!)..

Gasing.. Tamya.. etc etc etc..

Miss you hell lots..

but it's impossible to turn time back..

A lesson to all, appreciate please...

Appreciate what you have now..

Even if things are like shits, put a smile on that cute face..

I know it's hard. Coz I am now in a shit pool struggling for breath.

but still, I can manage a smile..

*I hate it very much when I keep telling people to cheer up and yet.. I am the one who is sad like shit.

Well, guess what? I am seriously sad now..

Hmm.. Maybe it is a sign of a seriously good and happy thing coming up.. Yay!

Aunt bought tickets to kitaro this coming saturday..

Too bad I am not really in the mood for concerts..

Am rushing an assignment now.. Due in two weeks time.. but... the earlier the better.. So.... yeah.

ps. Hey Terence Tan.. Thing changes but life goes on.. Move on! Stay strong.. Slap your face.. Wake up.. Exams are not the end of the world and love aren't everything..

接下来漫长的路程..
不会再一个人度过..

感觉..
幸福..


Am in TCR aka Computer Lab now..
Forgot to bring along my pendrive so will not be posting any pictures..

Things are less smooth these few weeks..
Assignments start coming in, hard chapters as well..
And the worst thing, my old pal, insomnia X.x

Sleep at 2-3am everyday.. Always ended up with a pretty bad headache the next morning..
Which seriously ruined everything for that day..

One more thing is that.
Friends and social life here is getting better.. hopefully..
Know more people.. but i don't think i'm gonna be overly active..
One is to avoid unnecessary stress..
another is just to keep low profile..

had just played squash for the 1st time of my life!
Felt great! Squash is far more easier than tennis though.
Tennis are like pick up balls rather than hitting balls .__.

Hmm.. Nothing much to say for now..
will update again.. hopefully, soon..


Just to those who are interested in knowing what am I learning for now,

This is Structure and Materials 1. (one of the six modules)


Mohr's Circle
http://www.ecourses.ou.edu/cgi-bin/ebook.cgi?doc&topic=me&chap_sec=07.3&page=case_sol


ps. This is just the beginning..

University Lifestyle..

Am now back in Aunt's House in USJ.

Well, Uni life is pretty amazing.

Totally different from Primary and Secondary.

Lecturers don't give a damn to you even if you want to do shit in the class.

Lecture class is so big in numbers that people don't give a damn to other gangs.

Hmm.. What else..

Oh.. Somedays where you only have 2 classes for the whole day.. or even none.

Activities.. I mean seriously... TONS! of activities..

Table tennis ladder league.

Badminton Competition.

Singing audition.

K pop competition

Scrabble competitioin.

Shisha Party - wth?!

Clubbing night..

Kick boxing lessons..

Japanese / korea language class..

Etc etc etc..

For active people like me, I was like wahhhhhhhh... Nice!

But then you wont have time to join all of it for sure..

but then my friends.. or can say my "gang" are the less active type..

More on crouching at home reading books to get along with the weekend instead of running around in the campus socializing..

Before that..

My "gang"

a total of 6 person including me.

We are hmm.. Pretty evenly classified? Ahaha..

2 21 years old,

2 20 years old,

2 19 years old.

21 is because they did Stpm, then only come in for year one.

As for 20, both of them did UEC in Batu Pahat, Johor, same school.

These two are Godlike. Both very hardworking and talented @.@

While another 19 one is also from UEC, also Johor. But from Muar. and also, very hardworking and talented.

Seems like UEC is pretty strong..

But 3 of these friends of mine they have a serious problem though,

the syllabus for UEC in their school is in Chinese..

Which means even Chinese is used in the periodic table for Chemistry.. Full of yucky words..

Get my point? Yuckss... But they say our english one is Sooo yucky.. .__.

well to make things shorter,

My unit, living room..

Toilet

Bedroom and my study table
Bedroom
Closet? lol.
Foods that aunt brought me for my first day
Foods.
Maggie @.@ Sooo many.

New bottle

New bag
Ban Mee.. First Cafeteria food that i ate.. No pork = not that tasty..
Argh.. Sowie.. it fall off and i had to tie it back.. lost one piece.. .__.

Well i suppose that's it for now..

;]

ps. Things are different now..

Uni life..

Hey!

One of the biggest achievement in life is to get yourself into a University so that you can get a good work with good pay when you get out into the society and of course if possible, be a billionaire. Aye?

of course, money is almost everything in life..

but bear in mind peeps, money is not everything..

Happiness IS everything..

;]

Well, I GET MYSELF INTO UNIVERSITY OF NOTTINGHAM!

I am now an offical undergraduate.. Ahahahahah..

Finally.. Uni life. Woots~

Registered myself last Friday, 18th February.

but school lessons start on 8th February.

So that means I'd skipped two weeks classes.

The catching up was horrible.. As lecturers all taught many chapters already.

So I will be pretty busy this few weeks.

Hmm...

Before all these, I think it would be great to talk about my Uni first.

Will talk about my life here in the next post bah..

This University of Nottingham, Malaysia Campus, aka UNMC, is located in Semenyih.

It's in the outskirt area and about 1 hour drive from USJ to my Uni.

Semenyih can be considered as the 2nd last town in Selangor before going into Negeri Sembilan.

So it's quite cool when I went to visit Broga, the last town in Selangor before NS and there's a board showing that welcome to NS.

This campus has few blocks. all fully aircond.

I'm now staying on campus, 5 min walking to my lecture halls and cafeterias..

Whole campus has wifi connection except hostel.

So when I'm in my room, I will have to register to another internet connection, with 128kb for free.

Damn slow..

Am now in the computer lab. Which contains i think about 200 computers?

Free to use. just have to log into your account.

Here have faster internet connection.

haha..

Luckily here is 24 hours. Unlike library until 9 only.

So I can camp here until shuang shuang then go home.

Room no aircond. only got fan.

Semenyih is super hot though..

Super i mean super duper those super..

sunny and hot..

I'm darker d! T.T and fatter to!

Hmm..

They also have a sports center.

Sports center got

- Table Tennis

- Tennis Court

- Swimming Pool

- Gym

- Basketball Court

- Squash court

- badminton court

at first i thought got tracks and field.

Mana tahu when reach go see. Argh! still under construction.

So juniors out there, when you all come I suppose the field will be available by then.

Oh! They do have this jogging track though.. Circulating the lake.

Foods here are ok too!

They have a large variety of foods.

Chinese, Malay, Indian, Pakistan, Western. Etc etc..

Ramli Burger.. Roti Canai.. Pizza.. Fries.. French toast.. Yun Tun Mian.. Ban Mee.. blablabla..

Wow. It's midnight already!

i better get back to have some rest.

That's for now ;]

ps. Things are ok here. But i still miss home..

Happy Valentine's Day!

To all the couples out there,

hope you had a blessed and sweet day.

To couples who are far apart and may not celebrate this very special day,

hope this special day had brought you two closer and sweeter, proving that distance is not at all a problem.

To singles,

Hope you find your true love, the special half of you someday.

Someone to love, someone to miss, someone to cherish and appreciate.

Cheers~

For me,

I do not hope to say this but I had a pretty bad Valentine's Day. =(

Well the first bad thing was that imma leaving that evening.

Screw it~

and damn.. So many things to pack!

WTH.

Packing seriously pissed me off..

Thanks to some help from Mum,

manage to complete it in.......

6 hours? WTF.

Then fuuuu..

Off to airport..

Thanks a lot to Lum, Siaw, Foo, Daren, Hui Ting,

They tried their best to catch me before my boarding time..

but then they failed =(

so we ended up saying goodbyes through video calls.

aha.. Special enough =]

something that i will remember for the rest of my life =D

then yadada..

When we reached kl,

in plane still,

those from behind cut line.. wtf?

went in front of us and didn't even bother to let us those front one to pass first..

Shouldn't it be like that? let the one in front of you to go out first before you, from the back leaving the plane..

IDK. maybe they're just some kia su west malaysian..

so that's one..

then the first thing i noticed when i stepped out of the plane was..

Wtf? no fresh air? Shiat.. The air smells like haze, dust, smoke.

and looked up.. omg? No blue sky. everything is white and hazy.

Damn.. On the spot, i felt like taking the next plane home, back to KK.

Then luggage..

Shiat?! Some people brought wine or tapai and checked them it..

Didn't close properly or maybe the bottle broke..

My WHOLE check in luggage was wet and full with that smell.

Quickly open up and have a look.

My cloths were all wet.

and soaky.

DAMN!!!!

=(

=( =(

Can't tell you how much I miss home, how much I miss KK..

Indescribable.

I am starting to miss

the weather,

the food,

the people,

the cars,

the sun,

the blue sky,

the sunset,

my friends,

my family,

her,

my house,

my room. =(

Everything in KK!

MY CAR!! T.T

But Early Valentine's Day ain't that bad.. =')

Gonna leave it to Mr Diary though..

Ahaaa..

ps. New place, new people, new lifestyle, but same heart, same love, same person. I wont change. I never will! Because deep down, I'm still me! The serious looking yet super playful Terence Tan. A Sabahan. In fact, A pretty pure Sabahan!!

Damn.

Imma leaving on Valentine's evening..

4.10pm flight =( Fireflyz this..

First time sit that..

Will be heading to KL, University of Nottingham..

No more Perth, no more Australia.

Lolx.

Now, it's 2 years in KL and another 2 years in UK.

Weird kan?

.__.

But the good thing about UK is that..

- Living cost is much more cheaper compared to Aussie.

- I get 2 years time in Malaysia before heading off far.

- Which means i can have frequent visits home and still can text and call. =)

- I might be able to drive around in KL.

- I have relatives there so I can find them if i need help.

- Many friends are over there and are now welcoming me warmly.

- I get a Master Degree in just 4 years time when others need 6 years.

Cool aye?

pretty cool I suppose..

Should be staying in a off campus housing area. It's still under the school though.

2km away from the campus. So thinking to get a Bicycle and cycle there since I'm having tummy edi. Good to exercise everyday.

Room will be either single without aircon, or else shared room with aircon.

Thinking of getting the single one so I can have some privacy to maybe talk on the phone or even do video calls.

Since it's like a house, i still wont get bored as I do have housemates, friends, and at the same time, I have my own room.

Hmm..

Time seriously flies though..

Thanks a lot to all my friends and my family,

for all the support given until this stage, where I can enter a University with pride.

One's life, with the absence of ups and downs, I call it - Imperfect.

Because it IS the ups and downs that made us grow, made us learn.

Knowing how to appreciate things and also not repeating our mistakes.

With that, more improvement to be done and thus, a better person.

Clock never stop ticking, life never stop moving..

It's time to move on.. Terence Tan!

ps. A road to success, a road for a better future.

Time flies.

See you next year January.

Hello February..

Happy Chinese New Year too..

Few weeks before today.

dad offered us for a vacation to Korea.

We all told him that we hope to celebrate CNY here.

So after lots of persuades.

he drop the plan.

then came up with a new one..

To Taiwan..

So once again..

we rejected..

Then after one week..

Here comes this plan..

go perth.

So later 6pm. i will be heading to Perth.

for CNY ._.

Well.. I understand that many people do not even have the chance to get on a plane while we were offered three times.

Don't dare to reject so we all accepted it.

Haiz..

I was hoping that this year..

since there only a few more weeks for me to enjoy in KK.

was hoping to celebrate it here this year.

but.......

you know.. like some friend gathering to friend's house bai nian.

i never did that before.

Hmm....

And and..

I'm gonna missed out school holidays. where i can have lots of fun with those who are still in school =(

Will be heading Perth later 6pm.

Only be back early 6am of 7th Feb.

Gonna miss KK a lot.

Gonna miss friends and you too.

Then when i'm back..

I'd accepted the full offer for Uni of Nottingham.

They're starting their sem on 7th Feb. ._.

but then.. I'm only home on that day..

Ain't gonna leave that soon =(

wanna spend more time in kk..

So course starts on 8th.

but i'll only be there around 18-21.

At least i still can enjoy some outings and hang around with pals before heading to loneliness.

Beach. Sutera. Upperstar.

any shits..

=(

ps. Sorry. Don't sad sad la. hly.

♥

Happy Birthday Bii!

Muackx..

I love you.

ps. One may fall from the sky, one may fall from a tree.. But the best way to fall, is falling in love.

New year, new look

Well, since that blogspot keep encouraging me to change for the new template thingy..

Here it is.

Seems like it's far far x10000000 more easier to maintain.

but bad thing is blogger may not be able to understand the real headache of html.

and may not learn anything from blogging besides just erm.. blogging.

For this new template,

I can change my backgound with just one click .__.

unlike old times, I need to change the position etc.. @.@

and many links and stuff can be added easily too!

Hm... For old bloggers like me who had partially abandon their blog,

I strongly recommend changing into this new template. =]

No need waste time to change the blogskin and stuff.

Time flies as usual,

January is coming to an end soon.

I'd got offer from few Unis in Australia.

University of Sydney

University of New South Wales

University of Western Australia

University of Queensland

Monash University, Melbourne

buuttt, due to the high living cost in Australia,

i mean high like super duper high, high.. Get me?

So yesterday I'd just applied for University of Nottingham, KL campus.

They offer course with twinning programs where I can transfer to UK after a few years in KL.

With that I can still! keep in touch with friends =D can call can text!

for few more years before heading for overseas.

Hmm..

but going overseas directly might be good as well..

Forget everything and start a new year, new life, tough life ._.

Wanted to write songs recently..

But when I hold up the pen for the lyrics,

I just stare into the paper and give up.

Language not strong enough.. hmmm...

Anyone who's interested in writing lyrics, do contact me! ;]

till then..

ps. 只想跳得高一点...

They're times where people stop moving forward, look back, and say..

DAIM~

I'd actually walked this far through those bumpy muddy road.

Well...

Obstacles..

Can always be conquered..

Mountains can always be climbed.

Then why are you scared that you might not make it through this time Terence Tan?

When I looked back to my tracks..

What I saw was..

a pile of mess..

And when I tried my best to move forward, undeveloped jungle is in front of me and I only have a fruit knife.

Which road should I take.

How to avoid wild animals.

and how to win and beat the game..

No one knows.

Will i survive or die?

No one knows too..

Let the wind bring me I suppose.

Let God decide what's next for me.

ps. Giving up was never in my dictionary. But sometimes, some people tends to try their best to give up.

Well..

as usual, time flies..

I'm currently working in an Engineering consultancy office.

Learning how to use AutoCAD to produce my own drawings.

Heh..

No pay though.

So can be said as some sort of training instead of working..

Taken while i was in that jail. Practicing from morning till night @.@

ps. Most stupid thing to do is to not appreciating what you have now..