28 November 2010

....
Am in kl now..

Current holiday Schedule.

30th Nov heading back for KK.

4th Dec Graduation Ceremony

7th Dec heading back to kl

22-30 Dec Japan

2nd Jan KK


Many things to say. but don't know how to express.

Happy 18 and two month birthday to me.



ps. 不等也等了很久. 不管怎样,你开心就好.
Reading back our conversation history. The way you replied made my heart cry. Too bad i am too stupid to notice that.

18 November 2010

很多事情..
总是不明白..
很多疑问..
总是不敢问..
很多话要说..
总是说不出口..

别问我信不信..
因为我也不清楚..

本来..
相信..
后来..
信任慢慢被冲淡了..
唯能办的..
就是好好再培养回那信任..


很久以前..
我就迷了路..
迷失了方向..
不知下一步该怎么做..
不知下一步该怎么走..


但我依然撑着..
不撑也撑了一年多了..
还能真真撑多久..
我也不清楚..
都说了..
火山总有一天会爆发..

好好珍惜吧!
剩余的日子..
真的不多了..
只想好好地..
开心地离开..
想念时,
还能想回往事..
让自己开心..
伤心时..
能因为往事而自我鼓励..


你是否真真珍惜过..
我也不太清楚..
但我能感觉到的那种珍惜..
真的.. 真的..
不多..


..................

能一整天接受一字短讯的人..
我暂时还没看过..
但因该还有很多..

真的很累了..
好好的爱,
真的那么难?
我也不知道了..

你对我有多深..
我也不知道了..

真的.. 真的...
非常灰心..

你或许说得对..
还不是时候..
得等你真真懂得珍惜..
真真懂得分析爱时..
真真了解自己在爱谁时..
才是时候..

你又再次说得对..
我..
不管怎样..
还是会离去..
这个..
我很早都告诉了你..
甚至提醒要好好珍惜..
希望我们都做到了吧..

困了..
累了..




ps. A heart, covered with cello-tapes and plasters..

15 November 2010

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I'm fucking lost.

13 November 2010

你....
赢了....

ssup peeps..

Well.. Ending of college life..

starting of Uni life..

Things to do in this few months left in Kk will be packed with events i guess..

Meeting up with friends..

Practicing piano for exams.

Travelling..

Etc etc..



hah.. not really in the mood now..

will post again sometime.. =)

ps. Everything is an unknown in life.

08 November 2010

HAPPY 300 POSTS TO MY BLOG WOOTS~!


1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4 and write the sentence here:

; Electrons in the atoms or monatomic ions of a particular element have energy values that are unique to that element, and those electrons are said to exist at certain energy levels (chemistry book ><>

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What’s there?

; I hit my lamp

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

; Korean drama. Dad was watching. so i just join in for awhile.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:

; 11.15pm?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

; 11.25pm. lol

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

; aircon and fan =D

7. When did you last step outside?

; outside as in outside my bedroom? i just came in.. if outside of the house, not today.. =(

What were you doing?

; Planning to bath and saw melia posted this on facebook.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

; Look at melia's result.

9. What are you wearing?

; sam science class t shirt.

10. Did you dream last night?

; yea. bad dream =(.

11. When did you last laugh?

; just now when i won my siblings in uno.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

; there's a lotus painting right beside me.

13. Seen anything weird lately?

; hmm.. yea.. abigail's picture about ghost. but i see none. =/

14. What do you think of FacebookCraze.com?

; what's that? O.o

15. What is the last film you saw?

; T.T Detective Dee.. it had been awhile.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

; I would fulfill my promise and spend my friends.

17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know.

; i haven bath.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, what would you change?

; Everything is fair.

19. Do you like to dance?

; Yes i do. but i can't dance =(

20. What do you think of the president?

; We don't have one. ;] unless you mean student council president. hahaa.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

; Hmm.. whatever she wants her name to be..

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

; same as above.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

; not really. Sabah's the best T.T

24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates?

; Hmm... Thank you

07 November 2010

Whole day didn't study..

Dang~

No wait..
Should be since thursday..

X.x


Having chemistry on wednesday, specialist maths on friday.

Fuuuuuu~

After that will be yipee~!

got my conditional offer letter from University of New South Wales and University of Sydney.

Woots!

=D

now have to work hard for my last exam Ohhhhhhhhm!


But tiada ohhm lah!

apa macam?


Makan Chocolate lohh..


=(


ps. 或许是不够成熟

03 November 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!


=D

Stay healthy, stay pretty. woots~



Well peeps!
I'd beaten 2 wars out of 5. Tomorrow will have another one and then it'll be a one week break.


SOooo gonna work hard.
last week, final boost.


currently under serious stress.

loosing lots of hair.

gaining lots of weight.

thanks a lot to those very helping, very distressing chocolates =D

Damn you chocolates.



Yeap..

wasn't too happy today.
well. just a quick update. ;]


ps. I am sorry that my future is more important.. but once i get my future, you will be in it, together with me, hopefully till forever..