i thought i am safe from april.

i thought i had successfully survived april.

but i was wrong.

april kicked me down hard from a plane.

leaving me floating in the air.

waiting for that moment to come.

i thought everything had just ended.

but i was wrong.

it is just the beginning......

I am not myself lately.

Lost again..

but will never give up and still that strong..

Sigh~

Assignments, test, more assignments, more test.. YAY!

Then no more assignments! Here comes~~~~~ Group Assignment!! @#$%!!!

This is uni life.

Usually, the start of semester, free like soh hai..

Mid of semester, boleh tahan..

End of semester, busy like soh hai..

Exam is around the corner.

And I am not at all prepared.. Don't have the mood to study.. How?

Sitting there looking at my books..

Brain and thoughts, elsewhere!

And guess what?

It's April again! Well, I am not sure whether this happens to others or not..

But for me, it is definitely a taboo..

Every year, every April.

Shits gonna hit my face hard until I have to crawl back up from ground 0.

Those who know more about me, you'll know what happened in each Aprils..

This year, guess what?

A very close childhood friend of mine passed away.

:'( Franco Tan, may you rest in peace.. God Bless..

Leukemia. Sigh.. After around 6 years of war with cancer, he lost..

You will always be there.. Deep down in my memory..

Cycle together, throw stones and pebbles..

Chasing.. Tags.. Ice and Fire..

Gaming.. Red Faction (your favorite!)..

Gasing.. Tamya.. etc etc etc..

Miss you hell lots..

but it's impossible to turn time back..

A lesson to all, appreciate please...

Appreciate what you have now..

Even if things are like shits, put a smile on that cute face..

I know it's hard. Coz I am now in a shit pool struggling for breath.

but still, I can manage a smile..

*I hate it very much when I keep telling people to cheer up and yet.. I am the one who is sad like shit.

Well, guess what? I am seriously sad now..

Hmm.. Maybe it is a sign of a seriously good and happy thing coming up.. Yay!

Aunt bought tickets to kitaro this coming saturday..

Too bad I am not really in the mood for concerts..

Am rushing an assignment now.. Due in two weeks time.. but... the earlier the better.. So.... yeah.

ps. Hey Terence Tan.. Thing changes but life goes on.. Move on! Stay strong.. Slap your face.. Wake up.. Exams are not the end of the world and love aren't everything..