Current status:

Energetic.

Stressless.

Happy.

Enjoy.

Holiday Mood.

Worryless.

Well,

I'm in KL now =]

Going back on Thurs though.

Usually, I stayed in my Aunt house. (Xi Yuin's house)

but don't know why, this trip we are staying at my Eldest uncle's place.

At first i was kinda worried.

Scared will bored and stuff.

Since thy're no kids in that house.

But then, after staying in it, i somehow like it.

The first not-that-good news i heard before i came was the internet over here is out of service.

(The reason why it's not functioning is just shit stupppid. My uncle went to "Upgrade" the streamyx to a faster speed and they have to terminate your line for few weeks. Isn't that stupid? ==)

But my aunt went to complain.

Luckily.

=P

well.

What so good about this place?

No piano.

No playing mates.

No internet.

Haha.

this trip really is the best trip for me to enjoy life and forget all the sad past and memories.

Stressless life.

Nice.

Early in the morning.

Went "Da Tai Ji" with my dad and uncle.

My uncle is retired and is the pengerusi and also the leader for this old man's group ;]

Everyone met him will say goodmorning in a very respectful way.

Lol.

yea. so i went Tai Ji ==

The only young man over there and the old ones are so damn happy.

I don't think young people ever join this kind of stuff aye?

but hey!

it was indeed kinda usefull and tiring.

If you have the chance, go try. Not bad.

Or else i can teach you also. =P

This Tai Ji can help you to exercise not only your body muscles but also your interior organs.

Cool eh?

Went Midvalley yesterday (largest Mall in Malaysia)

Bought nothing much.

But still, it was an enjoying moment.

Walk until stinging pain in the legs.

3rd day today.

Gonna move back to my Aunt's house.

Later might go Taylor hunt for my SAM course books too.

and go Summit (shopping mall) to buy pirated computer games.

Muahahahaha.

Oh Yea!

I ordered a new laptop =]

Studio 14.

Not bad.

waiting for it now. So damn excited .__.

I think i have to stop here.

Have to go out soon.

ps. I lay awake and miss you.

Finally.

Terence Tan is finally allowed to have a break for a week.

Leaving for KL in two hours time. HEY! I haven sleep since last night.

It's 3.30 am now.

Flight at 6.

tata.


So gonna bring all my miseries there, throw it away and don't bring back =]

Start a new semester.

So F happy that April is over soon. =]


Last saturday went back KKHS to help out with Chinese Orchestra. Quite a good start for a holiday.

Enjoyed it =]

Anwyay,

I went tanjung aru with friends on friday night.

Party! =] Drank tequila.

Go facebook for photos.

Posting this in a hurry =[


Ohh yea. I cut my hair.

Before was. ==





Now.





Did this when i came back from that party. Too high =.=



*not drunk*

ps. Vanilla Twilight.

It seems like God was never fair to us.

In fact,

I don't think anything in this world is fair.

It's either you choose this, or that, or else you take both without good performance.

Why?

Why isn't someone is capable to do both and performed well at once?


I never understand why.


Well.
This kind of things happened to me once.

It was tough.
Hard.
Murderous.


The worst part is,

i have to go through the same process.
remembering what had happened and replaying the past.

just like how you did it on the tv buy clicking the rewind button and play again.

Daim.


If only i have the control "Click" had.



Well. Exam next week.
I don't think I gonna do well for this.

and my future actually rely on this exam.
Shit.

Whenever i open up my books, YES! i'm studying. eyes on the book, heart somewhere else.

Not a good sign. =[



All the best Terence Tan.



I'm not gonna loose you this time.

ps. i fucking hate APRIL's. FUCK! Last year's April was total shit. This year's was no difference.

Have you ever felt lost in direction?

Have you ever fall into a situation and you have no ideas what to do next?

Have you ever feel F* up with all the works you have to complete in a day?

Have you ever fall off and don't know how to climb up?

Have you ever feel like today is the worst day for you?

Have you ever felt like committing suicide and know that it's bad to do so?

Have you ever wanted to run as fast as you could without looking back to run away from all the problems you're currently facing?

Have you ever wanted to shout out loud hoping that things will be alright after the shout?



Well.
I suppose everyone of you had gone through at least with one of the situation above.


Have you ever gone through ALL THE SITUATIONS in a day?

I did and it was hell.

Wanted to write a lot of F words but i don't think it's good for young readers.

The pain.
The sorrows.
The moody aura.


I'm now one week away from my mid term exam.
Every exams count for my course. Even a stupid small test.
If i don't do well for this term exam, I might have to announce that my future is gone.


With all this pain. It's hard to move a single step.

Every time I look at my book. Trying to concentrate, my mind wasn't with me.

My hand is writing. Heart wasn't with me.

F.

Can't you cooperate well my lovely body parts?



I'd ate 2 bars of dark chocolate this Nite.

I suppose that's why ants are crawling on me.



I'm tired.

I'm fed up.

I'm exhausted.










Help me =[

ps. I never wanted to start the argument.

我，快要崩溃了。=[

Gosh.

Shit nervous now.

Tomorrow will be my big day.
The day where I had long awaited.

JPJ exam. X.x


Daim.



Anyway,
last Saturday's performance was not bad.
Although not much Audience =X

only about 50 audience in a 400 seats hall.


who cares xD

Never give a damn on how WELL you performed but always think that how MUCH you enjoyed
=]

and HELL YEAH!
i Enjoyed! xD


Chris

Christabel. Not sure spelling =X
Jeremy. Jason's eldest bro.
Cherlyn. Jason's cousin.
Conductor / guitar soloist. Mr Peter Korbel
Eiben. Sarawak mate
Stephanie =]
Annjel. From KL.
Li Sha from KL too.

Did not manage to snap pictures with the other members. T.T

Because i was busying deleting my memory card coz mum record the whole concert .__.

So have to delete some of it.

and some of my friends went off early.
Soooo.

OHH WELL xD

Got to sleep.

It's already 12 =S

ps. I so hope that Mr JPJ wont Zat me like Mr QTI =/

I just noticed
My msn is so fruity xD

well. this was some conversation a few days before.


Woohoo!
Holidays. Happy Good Friday and Easter Day everyone. =]

Terence Tan never fail to love holidays.


Concert on Saturday night.

Finally, all the hard work is now to be presented out.

Fuuuuuuuuu.

Next week will be another tough one.
Same goes to the next next =X

Next week monday have to hand in Specialist Maths Assignment.

Tues. JPJ! Finally =.=

Wed. Phy test.

Thurs. Specialist Maths test.

Daim.


Well. Happy April Fool.

Hope you all had a nice time. =]

For me,

Pranked Lum to be my gf.
Tio pranked by Kaiyi jie jie. She say her sis heard her call my name when she's asleep.
Nien Tze pranked me to be her bf. =.=


Then i kena many lagi.
also got play others.

Just can't remember all of them.


And ohh. someone confessed to me today.
and i rejected =X

At first i thought it was just a joke for April's fool.

but then it was serious ==

Well. we did not really talk to each other even with friends status.
i just couldn't imagine what will happen if i accepted.
We might have nothing to say at all.

Well.
Gotta sleep.
It had been a long night, long week.

ps. I really never liked the book ps. I Love You.