warning: strong language used in this post.


Today was not at all cheering nor is it helping me much =(


I was so excited to go for Chinese Orchestra practice that i didn't really pay much attention in class.


So basically, i don't really get what the lecturers are teaching today.


So when i come to homework, It was a total disaster. No ideas how to handle the questions.




So i was damn looking forward for CO aye?

Great. Was super disappointed with you guys.

Sorry to say.

But it just doesn't sound right. Don't feel right.
the beat and everything was hell messy.

and the running notes are killing.
killing the audience.

and the attitude of you seriously pissed me off.


I'm seriously worrying for the coming performance and I'm sadly to announce that this is the first time I'm worrying for Chinese Orchestra performance.


=(


My projects.
I'd started finding source and information since Monday.

Keep on bookmarking it on the other computer.

Suddenly today it went hang kang.

and all my hardwork.

LOST.

Fuck.


I'm super pissed now.


Gonna start finding the source from 0 again.

Luckily i still have another computer.

Or else i gonna polish my ass.



Shit Shit Shit.

Still finding solution for my problems.


Ariele Tan.

Smile in the heart please.
I need you.

ps. I always prefer a direct but not too direct way of expressing instead of indirectly. Don't you agree?